Update

Since I last wrote a couple things have changed ...Finally got a job , definitely not a dream job or one you would want to keep for a good period of time but it is income and that's exactly what I needed. Actually I just needed to get away from home for a minute .School is starting soon (online classes) . Still not where I want to be as far as relationship goes but whatever. Signed up for boxing which I am super excited for . Had a jab a it before (get it)  but that was a fail so we wont mention that  anymore but yea .. New Ventures. I REALLY WANT TO START A VLOG . Need to make it happen . Only thing stoppin me is ME .